let me know when this debilitates you because as far as i can see this is all completely normal. (i believe they call it disappointment.) let me know when you can't go away long enough that it will, too, because it's part of you now. (they don't call this a disorder for nothing.) let me know when 'cause maybe then i'll have sympathy for you instead of my quiet criticism. (i'll fucking trade you my disease.) i'm waiting.