Do It Again

Written April 25, 2011

i’m going for it.

going off the logic
i’ve done it before,
so i can do it again.

what consequences?
there won’t be any.

only the satisfaction
in Lisa’s disapproval
that i gave up on 12.

you can’t strip me of
my control. you can’t.
i have a choice here.

and i keep hoping that
there’s a price I’ll pay
for continuing to make
this dangerous decision.