a feeling you can’t even (004)

by Erin
Written December 4, 2009

it’s a feeling you can’t even—
you can’t even, can’t even…
where does this emotion so
unmetered, unhealthy, unwelcome
originate?

where does it end?
should I follow the tempting road?

my heart’s ambivalence refuses to decide,
so I stand here, with your image in my mind,

wondering

where to step next.