only if you’re willing to give it
Written August 2, 2007
something new, all so new rushing at my heart, eyes shut tight, red screaming past my ears in an urgent hurricane— (CATEGORY FIVE CATEGORY FIVE) —record wind speeds∫carried on the gale is can you tell i’m lost? it’s so beautiful and has been mis-sent in my direction do you know i don’t deserve it? i don’t understand i don’t understand YET NOW I UNDERSTAND THAT. they always said and i didn’t believe… Love yourself first. otherwise, it just won’t make sense. → [ guilt complex + paralysis ] so back to what i was saying. this whirlwind is sweeping me away and i need some time to find the ground and settle down, and better myself for you because i want to be fair but i need the time if you’re willing to give it. only if you’re willing to give it.